torn between the two

i'm torn between the two.
i love both of them,which one must i choose?
i'm totally confused.
once, i thought i was going to be devoted to one
but now, it's 50-50.
am i being a hypocrite? i feel that i am.
i dont want to hurt any feelings including mine.
ouh my.. i'm divided. how?

dear god, give me guidance.